and then it hits me

 Like a bomb.

But this time, a less corrosive one.

I start reading eat pray & love. The book.

I mean, love the movie, and of course, I thought the book has to be great too.

So it was.

Remember the passage about "the needy love".

And please, let it go FINALLY for good.

Don't take this process for granted.

You know healing is a life changing process.

Thank God, the life and the universe for that.