this weeks are finals... as we know, every lazy student hate this journey, but, you know, i don't care, 'cuz i worked like an animal to get into this final step... i don't know what to do, actually... i realized finally that the only thing that doesn't work -surprisingly- is my mind, my stupid non fuctional thoughts... i'm always evolving, as you know, if you've followed this shit. i'm not the girl who's always looking forward, but now. this last month has been insane, i have to get back to my principals. i have to get back to the girl i am... i have to admit that i'm scared. scared of changes, but also this fear makes me bad, sad most of the time. I HATE REGRETING so i realized also that i was pretendin' doing shit while i was hiding in another place. no more... ------------------------ i don't know what to do, but i'm not confused, i'm not messed up... i'm just anxiuous 'cause i need some answers, but i'm not sure if i