blableras

I ran away... I noticed that, nowadays, when I like someone a lot, I shut myself down.  I pushed away  those guys who could stand all my complex mood. And, if I let them be with me for a while, I pushed them away or I simply dissapeared and shut them out of my life... in some cases, I looked for someone else, keeping myself into two bad medium term relationships, without any commitment. I became the runaway girl, the misterious and annoying one, always keep people waiting. I'm not the worst person in the planet.  I have to stop this kind of suffer. I'm willing to do that... It would be hard, but, I cannot let fear take my life again and make me be  "the girl with the cold stone heart" .

I throw it all away. "This is why I always whisper..." Let's see what happen. I'm starting engines, hope this time to make sure the start functioning... and also, I decided what kind of _______ i'm looking for. So, let's move on.