well, i gotta run
this weeks are finals...
as we know, every lazy student hate this journey, but, you know, i don't care, 'cuz i worked like an animal to get into this final step...
i don't know what to do, actually...
i realized finally that the only thing that doesn't work -surprisingly- is my mind, my stupid non fuctional thoughts...
i'm always evolving, as you know, if you've followed this shit.
i'm not the girl who's always looking forward, but now.
this last month has been insane,
i have to get back to my principals.
i have to get back to the girl i am...
i have to admit that i'm scared.
scared of changes, but also this fear makes me bad, sad most of the time.
I HATE REGRETING
so i realized also that i was pretendin' doing shit while i was hiding in another place.
no more...
but i'm not confused,
i'm not messed up...
i'm just anxiuous 'cause i need some answers, but i'm not sure if i'm ready to listen to them...
as we know, every lazy student hate this journey, but, you know, i don't care, 'cuz i worked like an animal to get into this final step...
i don't know what to do, actually...
i realized finally that the only thing that doesn't work -surprisingly- is my mind, my stupid non fuctional thoughts...
i'm always evolving, as you know, if you've followed this shit.
i'm not the girl who's always looking forward, but now.
this last month has been insane,
i have to get back to my principals.
i have to get back to the girl i am...
i have to admit that i'm scared.
scared of changes, but also this fear makes me bad, sad most of the time.
I HATE REGRETING
so i realized also that i was pretendin' doing shit while i was hiding in another place.
no more...
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i don't know what to do,but i'm not confused,
i'm not messed up...
i'm just anxiuous 'cause i need some answers, but i'm not sure if i'm ready to listen to them...
but who knows, i'm just in pause...
HELL, I THINK TOO MUCH!!
Comentarios
Don't feel bad about regretting. At some point, you wanted it. And now you just don't want it anymore, and that's fine.
A veces hay que hacer que las cosas sucedan... y a veces, dejar que las cosas sucedan...
Una vez me dijeron, "Si no sabés qué hacer, no hagas nada."
Supongo que si tirara para un lado sin estar convencida, se me haría difícil hacerme cargo luego.
Mejor, nada.